Monday, no wait Tuesday. Wha?

So I was off yesterday as my mini me had a cold. So I've complete lost my day sense as I'm starting work on a Tuesday..... Ai.

On other news, have you heard of a site called Sammys dress? OMW! Best kept secret!! All those outfits you lust after on Pinterest? THESE PEOPLE MAKE THEM!!! Global shipping and payment through PayPal (which I always prefer) Flip, my entire salary will be going to these people.

Currently on my payday lust list

My weekend

Weekend was a bit of a up and down.... My baby got a snotty nose so obviously to a FTM, it may just as well be pneumonia. Managed to take her to to doc on Monday and he told us not to worr, just a snotty nose and she'll be fine :) Oterwise nothing much happened. No news is good news ;)

She now lies like this in her car seat. So random 😂

But what's awesome is that our wedding photos came!! It's on a flash and then we select the ones we want in our album :))))

Very excited 😁

The face I wake up too. Love her!!!!

TGIF

THIS. JUST. HAPPENED

Apple crumble muffin for breakfast. Yip, that's how I roll.....

Clothes: nothing special. Had a flippen early start so it was my Hello Kitty sweatshirt that got grabbed. But on the good side, a pair of black pants that have NEVER fit me, now close!! Whoop!

Underpinnings: also very blah. Actually should be gym undies

Meals: treat breakfast so thus the muffin. 

Gym: yip and sauna 

 Enjoy you weekend!!!!

Thursday, boring day, cute outfit

Looks for today:

Underpinnings:

Opinions: KMD bra and panty runs small so my bra is more of a quarter cup bra and panties could be a bit more comfy... But I still wear it because I paid so much for this set (shopping, customs etc) that I can't just have it hanging in my cupboard.

My true corset I love. Does what it's supposed to do and comfortable. This was a good buy!

Meals: tried a chicken pot pie from my tried and loved receipes pages. Huge hit with the hubs! Not bad for me either. Had that for breakfast with some brocolli. Customary eggs for lunch. My daily love is my Cinolean cappachino. I must say, I genuinely love that. Otherwise rest of meals boring:)

Gym: not today 

Otherwise; did some shopping for the mini miss. I always enjoy that oddly enough.... Got some new purity flavours. Kinda excited! Silly I know but it's a momma thing! Also gonna try to get to bed early. Leka tired today. Thursday syndrome I think 

Images I loved today:   

Clothing ideas for tomorrow: I have a tight black dress and a see through shirt. Should look cute :)

Love this. Shopping and treating :)))(

My Fitspo. Body like this :)))

Happy reading :)

Lady bellentina

I'll be honest, I have a bit of a obsession with her right now. If you don't know who she is, go and have a look on tumblr or Instagram. She started the 100 days of lingerie movement. I really wanted to take part in this but I must confess, there aren't enough filters in the world to make me look awesome in my unmentionables.  :)

Her opening phrase on tumblr is:

#100daysoflingerie is all about inspiring, as a lingerie collector of 12 years I wanted to share my collection with you and hopefully turn you into a lingerie addict. feel free to message me here with any lingerie questions 😊 https://www.couturelingerie.com.au/bellentina-100-days-of-lingerie/http://instagram.com

She also does a line or harnesses that's on my lust list. Paired with a dress like below (and yes, that is her as well) I think this outfit would rock.

Engagement shoot and gym

So we received our engagement shoot photos. I was initially very unhappy with them. It seems our photographer didn't edit them AT ALL! I expected a bit of editing here and there but nothing! My stockings are sticking out in several photos and some poses are sooo unflattering I look pregnant again!!!! There

Where a few nice ones that i uploaded but out of 90 pics I loved 38. That's less than half!! I seriously hope he does better job with the wedding photos as he is a

Very expensive photographer and I'm not paying him over R20000 for shit pics. 

Another concern is me. I genuinely looked bad in some of them....

I'm bigger than what I thought I was. I'm not looking forward to the wedding at all. I regret doing this. We should just have left it at the marriage officer. I'm also seriously stressing about leaving my daughter for so long. I just want all

Of this to be over

Another area of stress for me right now is out canada immigration. The Canadian services called yesterday and said we would get a full result this weekend. I'm shitting myself. I'm so nauseous with worry over everything....

Work politics

I am the worst blog keeper ever!! Seriously.... But I have the excuse of having started working again. Back in the chaos and drama that is lab work :( 

I've come to realize that I am not a person for politics. I have officially been at this company for 6 years today. Can I say it's been fun? Definitely not but it's been one hell of a learning curve. I have the displeasure of working for a boss who is a pro at playing politics. I am not. And I've realized this when I started work again after 4 months of maternity leave and discovered that a position I have wanted for 3 years had been given so someone else while I was gone. And the reason? They thought I wouldn't want to be in a management position with a baby as it would mean longer hours etc. BULLSHIT. I am not fucking stupid nor was I born yesterday. I know the reason I wasn't chosen and this particular person was but I don't want to go into it on my blog. Let's just say it's a ridiculously unfair situation. I am however taking it all in my stride. My boss doesn't know I am immigrating and I'll be enjoying the moment I get to tell her I'm leaving. Besides this, I'm taking joy in the fact that I still get my normal salary as well as not having all the responsibility and shit that goes with being a manager. I'm going to focus on my new little family until it is time to restart our lives in Canada. 

With regards to that, I'm still waiting to hear from the immigration lawyers. It hasn't been the 60 days that they said it would take but it's damn almost and I haven't heard anything? Emailed them now to enquire what is happening. 

Being in a snail shit position in the lab also gives me more time to focus on my health. I'm getting very serious with regard to my fitness and have now emailed Heidi Somers enquiring about costs with regard to getting a personalized workout and diet from her. Will keep you updated on that.

This is about the most exciting that has happened in my life.

Have a awesome day readers :)))))